world of mine

“Choose a job you love and you will never have to work a day in your life“-Confucius

I am not a type of girl who has an obsession about something. But still, I am now incessantly searching for it while I was passing through my days with sort of lackluster activities. I have two contradictive sides all over me. Hate it, but I have to admit it. I am no zodiac-maniac, but all I want to say is that Gemini’s characters more or less has improved its words to influence and captivate me subsisting my baffling days positively.

I love being Gemini, I love being me.

But I also have thousands of questions for being me. It is no sort of question about regret but more likely a question about elucidation in life. Sometimes what the world has revealed me was totally different from my own interpretation. Should I say that I have my own world so do the others have their own too? And for that reason I have no business to mind other people’s thought? My next question, what is the world’s concord for? I know I have lack of capability to split and fling away the circles around me. Therefore, I choose to blend myself of being in this circle of life that surrounding me.

Honestly, I’m sick of it.

Take something, leave something.

Win a game, lose a game.

Come and go.

Why the world has to be turning like this over and over? Why should I love my situation whether if at this time still I don’t know things that I like and I love?

God, please guide me when I’m wrong. Snap me when I’m lost. I am now having no preference to love this world like other people do. This world has enlightened me a lot of things and I have my own way to express my worship to this world.

What was yesterday? What is now? What will be tomorrow?

Surprises me!

Cheers,

Dhejih.